Sometimes I wish I could disappear.
Wednesday, March 09, 2005


2day can say is quite an unlucky day 4 mi.. hai..2day early in e mornin wen i went 2 sch heard somethin frm kh. omg~!! those idiotic guys.. reali deserve 2 b scold lo. alamak.. if tey infront of mi sure nag nag at tem ar. say my lao gong.. idiot!! some more is inside e 8 sistaz de lo. say us childish.. plz la!!! ur more childish thn us lo. some more hu older? ur older rite? stil so childish~~ grow up la. alamak. den 2day we gt d&t practical 2 do again. den b4 we head 2 e dnt rm, farid go make my chair. den e chair make until my leg e skin come out. idiot! den i shout at him n scolded him. den ashraft n raziff veri veri cute sia!! haa.. tey both help mi go beat farid. lol.. veri veri funny ar.. i c liao aso laugh. lol.. cute lo.. den tey say next tym if he bully mi again tel tem. den tey help mi beat him. haa.. funny lei.. den i 4gt bring apron. idiot.. nid pay 50 cents 2 buy e ugly apron. pay stil nvm lo, coz can do some gd deed by dontain 2 charity. bt e apron.. omg~!!! so ugly. -.-'' stil dare 2 loan out. den i aso veri angry wif my work piece. lyk shit! e base is nt bad. bt den canot place e plastic on top! alamak.. die le lo. den nw no choice. haf 2 anyhw liao. juz stick if can. e most nt so strong. hai.. some more e sch budget sia! 1 more wood aso dun wan gif us. say u bear e consequences. say until as if e wood hor, cost around $1000. idiot.. den no choice, haf 2 heck care lo. haa.. mi n eileen down thr in e workshop keep on sayin abt e practical stuff etc. haa.. keep complainin. lol.. bt it's true ma. idiot.. eileen wan change is coz her base 2 small liao. haa.. mine nw plastic aso veri cham. e heart shape veri difficult 2 cut out. die!! den after sch we went 4 our last dry shoot practice conducted in PA. den in PA, we muz march inside ma, den stupid arvin.. f*** him lo. wen we marchin, he purposely go step my shoe den make my shoe wan come out, bt lucky din come out totally lo, wan come out le, den i already veri angry lo. den he stil go make my another shoe. idiot! den wen we finish marchin, i go scold him. scold until veri veri loud. den he stil dare argue wif mi lo. feel lyk givin him a tight slap. lol.. suhui told mi if she was mi she gif him tight slap le. bt den i din slap any1 b4. so beta dun. haa. if nt slap him hor, my hands rot aso. den my image aso gone. tt fadhli aso veri veri veri deserve 2 b scold n beaten! another f***er.. he say:" alamak! lyk tt onli aso wan cry." plz lo. i din cry lo.. can he plz put him under my shoe? we march march den suddenly gt 1 person suddenly n PURPOSELY go step on ur shoe?! den in e end i reali canot control, i shouted:" shut up la!!!" den every1 was lookin at mi. coz in np i nv so angry b4. den jolyn ask tem i eat until e ''za yao'' ar? lol.. in eng is bomb la. haa.. bt reali veri angry lo. den some of e squad aso help mi scold tem. whahaha.. shiok! den we try shootin until my hands gt e blisters again. sob sob.. bt den sir say i m controllin my 1st pressure n 2nd pressure veri well lei! haa.. yes!! lol.. bt den, i stil dun reali noe hw 2 aim n shoot. no confidence. lol.. nvm.. on actual day we shal c wat is my score. lol.. wen we return 2 sch, arvin stil dare argue wif mi. den ask tem hw tey can stang mi. idiot. he tis kinda pattern. no wonder hardly gt any frenz la. haa.. he jealous i gt alot frenz la. lol.. den actually in e PA, i already heard frm roy tt we're goin 2 gt pumpin frm sir coz of our behaviour n wen he tel us 2 do e hand exercise, we din do properly. den wen we reach sch we reali kena frm sir. bt den nt onli pumpin. e sir ask us wat he should do 2 us, den duno hu stupid sia, go say run around e field 3 times. lucky sir gif discount, onli 2 rounds. bt den 2 rounds i already wan faint liao ar.. so tirin lo. alamak..!! den after running stil kena pumpin 15 tyms. lucky.. nt so much. lol.. bt den after goin all tt, i was perspirin le. we r runnin in sch u lei, some more it was hot lo! alamak.. den after all tt we gt briefin on e speech day rehearsal. after briefin on speech day rehearsal stil gt another briefin on e service day which is on fri. we nid 2 report in full u den we wil go around e blk spreadin e msg on crime prevention, outrage of modesty etc. 2day was reali veri tirin. lol.. oh ya, den wan yin told mi she quit e prefectorial board already. alamak.. nw in 8 sistaz left onli mi as prefect. actually gt 4, which is alisa, elysia mi n wan yin. bt den alisa n elysia quit 1st, left mi n wan yin. nw wan yin quit le. left mi.. sob.. bt den i wan stil wan stay inside awhile longer. nt 2 c ms tan face. bt 2 gif mr lee face n aso wat ms tan wil do 2 e prefects. keke.. bt my frenz all ask mi 2 quit coz i'm torturin myself if i stay in e prefectorial board. coz wen i'm in prefectorial board, gt alot troubles. haa.. den always kena frm cher. den i duno lo.. mayb i wil c 1st. until nw i stil haven bath lei. haa.. coz my dad is usin e washin machine 2 wash e clothes. den i canot bath. bt i tink nw goin complete le.. so i wan go prepare n haf a gd gd shower 2 prepare 4 tml cross country..!! lol..

foreva luvin euu wif no regrets Wednesday, March 09, 2005;

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jess
xiao blur
xiao huai dan
19061990
fajar sec
stubborn
naive
stupid
foolish
forgetful

Simply loves;
Gary Tan
8 sistas
taitais
chocolate
mickey
stars

To do list
last long long wif dar dar
cherish every moment i could wif dar dar
score well fer o lvl
gt myself a new fone
gt myself a new camera

people i can't live w/o

eight sistas
alisa
ahmad
adrian
carmen
chai huoy
darren
eileen
edward
fahwui
gary
gladys
hui wen
jade
janelle
jia yan
jerome
kai xiong
kar hwee
kar meng
leo
li ling
li qing
lynnette
mr yong
michelle
melissa
mervin
naqiah
nuraida
peiting
ridzuan
rui xia
shing jie
su hui
swee hong
shi jia
shi lin
tony
wee kiat
wen ting
yin min
you hao
yu jin
yuan cheng
yvonne


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